do i really happy???

i dunno y i will become got more topic wif them??? i think i was acting in front of them lik got many topic... actually i wasn't!!! i jz started dun wan to heard more of them made gossip for anybody else.. if lik tat, i will more comfort on my working time... at least i dun make a trouble to them... if i stay longer, i scared i will become lik them... GOD BLESS ME.....><